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Heart Like A Lantern

by Tender Beast

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My dear stranger, I am writing you today To tell you how the rain walked down the street A house above a pond, and a hook lifting away a space of ground My dear stranger, writing words i think i know in a hand that i cannot decipher filling page on page and chapter after chapter Nutmeg and chocolate, the warmth of your hand The emcee played Liszt with no music The cold and the dark, the rough and the hard, The sound and the ensuing silence. My dear stranger, do you carry the whole day? All of this impermanence and presence? The vast and spinning world is so much easier to hold inside your eyes The world is wide and full of wonder The light forgets to leave your eyes You speak in corners, hallways, doorways And I make maps My dear stranger, do you let it slice you up Or brace you like a fall in icy water? Do you bear it on your back, or do you sweet talk your way up onto its own?
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Bill Phillips told me it came right in Like a summer storm and so blew right out again Bill said it stripped the grass right off the ground And they talked while the sun went down and the moon lit up the empty road Bill said he knows the girl who made it good to mix sweet things and savory things in food She’s always on the lookout for another good idea But she only knows the future, and the past plays it cool but somehow always gets there first The Medicis, in 1621 Commissioned twenty-four paintings by Paul Rubens They first hung in the Luxembourg and now they’re at the Louvre; paint strokes and storm clouds are always in motion always in motion I’m moving to California After so many years in Georgia for a job Always in motion Bill Phillips told me the lake and sky made a good team the time that he came by We walked through Oakland’s Chinatown and then he went away “ It's a long, slow, dreary kind of rain, but I like the reminder than I'm back in Atlanta”
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They left you alone at the back of the room with the chairs (still) set up Later at home, when you’re finally alone, you open your hands, let it drop A memory finds you, something lets go A subtle change in the weather And all that you’ve gathered comes into your head And takes you apart again It’s always the same, you know it like your name and just like that, you can’t really hear it First comes the flood, then the mud and the drought and the wind over the creek bed You’re full and you’re empty, you roar and you gasp You twist like a snake in your bed The water and wind reach their fingers right in you And take you apart again Found and forgotten, lost and then caught and then slowly roll away Plain as a fountain, judged and found wanting and there at the end of the day Full of your figure, empty of self Light sliding out of the frame Freezes your features, robs you of wealth And takes you apart again But oh, how you glow Oh, how you glow Silver and sepia, linen and light Heat from a building that burns through the night
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By & By 04:15
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Arrivals 02:23
There’s a train arriving on platform #2 Whether you’re on it when it leaves is up to you. Some trains you ride cause they’re fast, some cause they’re slow Some trains you ride cause you want to find out where they go When you forget where you are’s when you feel most alive Whenever you get off the train’s when you arrive. The stops where you stop, the connections you make The things you let in and the the things you forsake Draw out a map of survival And every train’s full of arrivals
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Rare Sun 05:30
The flowers in my skin turn towards you They follow you with their hands and their eyes open wide None of this, none of this will live on without you None of this will survive when you’re gone The river of my skin shines beneath you It throws what you give it as far and as fast as it can All of us reach out to hold you All of us, all of us And you fall down on me And I rise to meet you Rare sun
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Exits 03:11
High street, 66th, Coliseum, 98th, Davis, Marina, Washington, Stockton, Hesperian, A Street Downtown, Winton, 92, Tennyson, Industrial, Whipple Road, Alvarado, 84, Mowry, Stevenson, Auto Mall, 262, Dixon, 237, Great Mall, Montague, Brokaw, 101, 1st St., Coleman, the Alameda, Bascom, Stevens Creek, 280, Hamilton, Camden, 85, Lark, Hwy 9, Blossom Hill, Bear Creek, Scotts Valley Road
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I’m a lighthouse at the edge of the ocean And i’m calling your heart back home Through serpents and storms and bells and alarms I’m calling your heart back home Calling you home, calling you home Though over the wide world you may roam I will hold up my lantern and light up the foam I’m calling your heart back home I stand on the edge of a jetty Over hidden and hull-cracking stones And I shine out to guard your way safe to the harbor Calling your heart back home Calling you home, calling you home Though over the wide world you may roam I will hold up my lantern and light up the foam I’m calling your heart back home Your heart calls you over the ocean Through wonders and ways yet unknown And you might never trace your way back to the place where I’m calling your heart back home Calling you home, calling you home Though over the wide world you may roam I will hold up my lantern and light up the foam I’m calling your heart back home
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Heart/Face 03:28
My heart knows so much more than i do And it tries to tell me, but i never hear It tells me what is good and true and all the things that i should do While I stand with my fingers in my ears My heart is like a lighthouse beacon That fragile, that revolving, and that bright Shouting out for all to hear the shape of what they’re coming near Heart like a lantern, face like the night. I used to be a shadeless window But as the day has gone, i’ve drawn the blinds I used to be an empty room that echoed with the crash and boom Of every street parade i saw pass by My heart knows so much more than I do And when i ask it won’t respond at all But as i do the things i do it pesters me with cryptic clues Face like a window, heart like a wall Go push back the coming winter, Go undo what’s just been done Go pour your rage out on the carpet now the hardwood floor is gone (ya jerk) A door that’s always closed’s a prison A door that’s always open lets out heat But doors enforce the choice you’ve made on what to light and what to shade Face like a streetlight, heart like the street
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Like A River 04:48
Before you go, turn out the lights There’s nothing to see anymore Let in the night to roll like a dog on the floor And silence to curl up in the corners And emptiness to sweeten the air And everything I’m missing to fill up this space Like a river Like a rain storm Pulling your clothes in its teeth Like a ripple Like a riptide Like the world taking hold of me. When you go, take me along Slip me like in your pocket like a book You can read in me what makes you strong And other things you tend to overlook Take circumstance to sweeten your coffee And happenstance to bring you your shoes And stones and dogs and traffic lights to call out your name Like a fog horn Like a wind storm Running its hands through your hair Like a record Like a railroad Like the world rolling over me. And beauty to weigh down your pockets And plentitude to fill up your hands And love for all this everything to glow through your skin Like the sunlight Like a bonfire That carries our prayers out of reach Like a candle Like a crown Like the world shining out of me
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I Don't Know 02:09
The sun upon the ocean piles up columns of air that drive the clouds before them across the sky The clouds pick up water and put it down again To water, we're a coach to travel by And I don't know any more.

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12 songs about love, photosynthesis, and transit infrastructure recorded in a carpeted burrow in Oakland, CA.

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released March 10, 2021

Singing, stringed instruments, bowed instruments, percussion, noise:
Kai Stewart

Accordion on Dear Stranger:
Erik Ostrom

Chorus on Like A River:
Sam Richards (soundcloud.com/stellatus_music)
Barry Hayes
Adam
Keith Nemitz
Kris Casimir (soundcloud.com/throatsoap)

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Eloquent folk music to do weird art to.

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